My will is like anyone else’s, it wants what it wants and it is going to get it. The will is a part of the soul I think. It is the choosing part. We do have the ability to choose even though most of our life seems like it runs automatically. We actually choose every single action we are able to take. Even if I was in a prison I would still make many choices within that environment. It doesn’t matter where you are or in what situation you always have choices.
the will, my will is what chooses, either door #1 or door#2. There are only 2 doors, 2 choices. Door 1 is god, simply I choose god. Door 2 is me, my will, whatever I want. When I wake up I can choose whatever I want. Do I step out of bed or do I throw myself on god and cling to him. A part of my soul actually wants to throw my whole self on to god. There is a desire to connect with god, so when I am reminded of that choice I stop and do it. No words, only moving my soul in my mind and heart to god, often Jesus, but sometimes just “god”.
Spiritual musing 