Spiritual musing

He urges me when I wake up to think of him. To want god doesn’t just happen but it is an act of your will to want him. He helps me by reminding me whenever I wake up but I have to make the effort to lift my heart and mind to him.
I imagine that my soul clings to god or grabs on to him and holds on for dear life. I let myself be consumed with this thought and I feel immediate peace. I feel lighter because my soul is exactly where it is supposed to be. I have started my day out rightly.